i feel very old... i drove myself to the bank in my own car and deposited a check. i've been earning my own money for 8 months now. i work too much. i am always tired. i pay for my car and insurance. i buy gas and food and clothes and i try to save money for college. i'm starting my senior year in a week...
i feel very young... my problems are juvenile. i feel immature, like the child that acts out to impress everyone.
i feel very alone... but i feel very loved.

and every day i feel more and more blessed.