"What does it feel like when you miss someone?"
it feels like losing your own self assurance and unsuccessfully trying to find it in others. do i really miss people, or do i miss ideas? i miss memories, ghosts of my own feelings. i miss times when i was truly satisfied. quite often i'm overwhelmed with love for certain people... and then what? what do i do with any of my feelings, how can i make them relevant? most of the time i feel like i'm talking but nobody can grasp what i really mean or how intensely i mean it. i want you to feel what i feel.

i just want someone to stand on a dock with me and hold me.

but isnt that what we all want.