damn... how long is it going to take?

^^ applies to way too many aspects of my life.

most of our lives we're just waiting...
is anyone ever completely 100% runningthroughthewoods no regrets HAPPY?
i doubt it.
i've always thought that the ONE person would make me that happy. i'm like joseph gordon levitt in 500 days of summer. although i don't wear it on my sleeve anymore; i had it ripped out of me. but which would i rather be, naive and hopeful or realistic and hurt?
ahh whatever.
the bottom line: i'm damaged goods. a little cynical. but i'm just that much more savvy for the next time around, i guess.

why do i always end up writing about love when i don't plan to?