thoughts on the evening

1. i hate my baby face
2. mckinney is absolutely pathetic but i'm going to miss just chilling at parks and things like that
3. can't believe i told that story again, i can't escape it. maybe i don't want to escape it, but it stings a little every time it's retold.
4. can't believe i admitted that i would... never mind.
5. can't believe ^3 that i was the most experienced in that group, i feel kinda like a slut. but mostly successful. is that terrible?
6. the weather was SO nice today
7. my intuition is almost never wrong... and it's telling me something very strange right now. ...am i crazy? i don't think i could explain my feelings of intuition to anyone. but i will smile if i turn out to be right about this.
8. yesterday was spent talking about the future, and today was spent talking about the past. it's hard for me to live in the present.
9. i talk a lot but i rarely SAY anything.
10. i wonder how it feels to not be young.